It Is What It Is

So going back to what I was talking about the other day.  I didn't mention anything yesterday because I was on cloud 9 and nothing could bring me down.  Today I'm a little more contemplative.  It is in my nature to over think things and this is no exception.  I think the only thing I can do right now is not fret about it.  I can't let a thing like this bring me down so I am taking an 'oh well' approach.  I have taken account of the good a little more and I have some theories about the whole story.  It is what it is and I just have to roll with the punches and keep on living my life.  If this thing doesn't work out then I just have to be ready to move on.  I need to be me no matter what and I'm ready to do that right now.  If I never let anything in life happen I will go on regretting what could have been.  Until I know the outcome of this story I am going to continue just doing what I need/want to do for me.  Time will tell. 

The thing is I just don't like living in uncertainty.  I'm the 'grab life by the horns' kind of girl and I like to 'get er done!' Sitting around waiting for someone else is not my kind of thing.  However, patience is a virtue and you can never get enough lessons in patience.  So I will take this as a learning experience and either learn by reward or learn by my mistakes.  Shit happens and sometimes you just gotta eat it. 

I'm a little tired and all these analogies and cliches are seeming appropriate at this time, sorry if you find them annoying. 

Last thing I have to say: I hope I didn't practice my self control for nothing.  I will go to bed with my cheetos and nothing more.  Goodnight friends... stay positive.