Ugh

Sooooo.... today I feel like shit.
I don't know why today is so much worse than yesterday.  Perhaps the 4 hrs of sleep or the lack of sun.  I really wish that things would resolve.  I'm just trying to be patient but I want this 'talk' to be over.  I just want to go back to bed.  I can't even pay attention in class.  I didn't expect things to be this hard.  I just wanna go away for a while and get this off my mind.  The thoughts plague me and consume me.  I can't seem to do anything that takes this off my mind.  My stomach hurts... constantly.  My face is a crater zone cuz I have broken out so bad.  Why can't this all be over?!?!  Well I don't have anything else to say.  I hope to write something more positive soon!