I feel broken today.
No matter how I try to protect myself I end up getting hurt.
Every moment that I let my life get quiet the little voice in my head says "You're not worth it." This is why I fall asleep with the TV on. I feel like a big fat loser. What's wrong with me that I'm still all alone?
I guess I give into all the stupid lines. I try to give guys the benefit of the doubt that they aren't just like the last one. I try hard to separate the new relationship from the last. And I make the same mistakes.
Why do people have to be so mean? Why do they drag people along instead of letting them go? Why do they feed them lines only to kick a girl when she's down? Why was I told "let the other go and if they come back so much the better?" I came back and got shut down with "I don't have time for you... and I got nothing else to say. Text me! Bye." So that leaves me feeling like garbage... thrown away like I don't matter. But I'd be good for a one night stand if I text him.
I'm just broken down and worthless.
Some people are just cruel and selfish. Sometimes, even when it seems impossible, you must forget about them and forge ahead. Anyone who does not have time for you is not worthy of your love.
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You are not worthless, you are priceless.