Karma

What goes around comes around?

As I have been trying to put myself in the mindset of my ex to see things from his point of view... I came to the conclusion that I have made someone feel the way I am feeling.  When Chris and I broke up I really missed him but I couldn't logically think it was going to work.  So now the shoe is on the other foot.  I am on the sad side of the coin.  Not like I wasn't sad when we broke up but I was the one that was in control of the outcome.  Now I am not.

Both sides of the story suck.

However, I just can't see not giving it the best try.  Why can't we see how it goes in the same state?  See what happens in January?  I don't want to pressure him into getting back together.  But we haven't really TRIED!  I feel defeated.  Trying to be in a relationship with me isn't worth it.  Can't face disliking talking on the phone for me?  Can't work on a relationship because you don't want to talk on the phone?  Such a simple little thing and that is going to break up this relationship?

You have better things to do than talk on the phone with me?

Do you think about how these statements make me feel?

I am trying to see things from your perspective.  Are you trying to see things from mine?